15th January 2009

DIDNT WENT TO WORK AGAIN TODAY!!
TOOK MC AS MY BOSS WANT ME TO CLEAR MY MC AS SOONAS POSSIBLE
AGAIN HAHAS !! HMM , TODAY HAD ONE DREAM !! I DREAM OF HIM !! HIM AGAIN !!!

THE DREAMS IS LIKE '
I MET UP WITH HIS COUSIN AT NIGHT HAD A CHAT ALL ABOUT HIM,
DEN HIS COUSIN TOLD ME TO CALL HIM , HE TOLD ME THAT HE WANTED TO CALL ME
ALL THE LONG BUT JUST THAT HE DONT DARE , IN THE END I JUST WOKE UP !!'
ARGHH !! I STILL REMEMBER HE CAN CONTROL HIS DREAMS HE EVEN TEACH ME HOW TO CONTROL DREAMS !! HAIIS ,. !!'

I REALLY MISS HIM ALOT OUT OF THE SUDDEN !!

SINCE I HAVE NOTHING TO DO ,
SUDDENLY FEEL LIKE WRITING OUT PROMISES THAT HE BROKE :
1.NEVER LEAVE ME
2.LOVE ME , ONLY ME
3.GO JAPAN NEXT YEAR
4.GO BINTAN(if not wrong) DURING DECEMBER 2008
5.TAKE FLYER TOGETHER
6.WATCH MOVIES TOGETHER
AND ALOT MORE !!
WHY !! WHY I CAN KEEP ALL THE PROMISES THAT I MADE BUT HE CANT !!
ALL I WANT IS A SIMPLE RELATIONSHIP AND HE KNOW !! BUT WHY CANT HE GIVE ME A
SIMPLE LIFE !! INSTEAD OF GIVING ME A SIMPLE LIFE HE AME AND MESS UP MY LIFE !!
WHY IS HE SO SELFISH !! WHY IS HE SO BASTARD !! I WANT TO HATE HIM !! FORGET HIM !!
BUT I CANT !! TILL NOW I STILL HAD THE AMULET HE GAVE ME AND A PHOTO OF HIS
IN MY WALLET !! HAIIS !! I WILL ONLY TAKE IT OUT IF I GO INTO ANOTHER RELATION ,.