2nd January 2009

I NEVER BLAME HIM,
NEITHER I HATE HIM FOR DOING THIS.

EVERYTHING ENDED BETWEEN HIM AND ME ,.

IT HAPPEN JUST SO SUDDENLY ,.
I WONT SAY IS HIS FAULT,
PERHAPS WILL LIKE THIS BECAUSE I WANSNT BEING
A GOOD GIRL FRIEND ,. THAT WHY HE LEFT ME ,.
BUT I AM REALLY HURT ,. I REALLY DON KNOW WHAT I CAN
DO ,. I KEEP MYSELF BUSY WHILE WORKING ,.
BUT IS STILL USELESS , HE KEEP APPEAR IN MY MINDS ,.
I JUST CANT STOP MYSELF THINKING OF HIM !!
CRIED AND CRIED IS ALL I CAN DO ,.
SMOKE AND SMOKE IS WAD I CAN DO AS WELL ,.
I REALLY CANT STAND THE HURT ,.
WHAT CAN I DO TO MAKE ME STOP THINKING OF HIM !!
SOMEONE PLEASE FREE ME FROM THE UNBEARABLE HURT !!!
I HAVE TO THANKS JIAQI FOR ACCOMPANYING ME TONIGHT ,.
REALLY THANKS ,. WE WENT TO BUGIS TO SHOP ,.
SUDDENLY A GIRL APPROACHED US AND ASK IF WE ARE INTERESTED TO
DO WAD NEW FACE DE ,. WE GAVE HER OUR CONTACT AND WENT OFF ,.
AS IT WAD STILL EARLY ABOUT 10 PLUS WE WENT TO EAT STEAMBOAT ,
AFTER TAT WALK TO ESPLANADE DEN HOME AT 2 PLUS ,.
AT THE MOMENT WHEN WE WERE AT ESPLANADE , I THOUGHT OF HIM AGAIN !!
I SAW THE FLYER !!
REASON I WILL THINK OF HIM IS BECAUSE SOMETIME HE SEND ME HOME,
HE WILL DRIVE PAST THE FLYER AND ALSO HE SAY HE WILL BRING ME TO SIT
TOGETHER WITH HIM . ARE ALL THIS LIES ? EVEN IF IT IS , IT IS STILL A BEAUTIFUL
LIES ,. I REALLY MISS HIM ALOTS ,.
JUST A REQUEST TO SEE HIM FOR THE ONE LAST TIME , HE ALSO DON WANT ,.
AM I REALLT THAT DETESTABLE ? OR AM I IRRITATING ?
I REALLY LOVE HIM !!