5th January 2009 part 3

WELL I AM BACK FROM CAUSEWAY NOW !!
MANAGE TO CATCH A MOVIE SHOW . 'TWILIGHT"
WHICH HE EVER SAID WANTED TO WATCH WITH MI ,.
HAIIS ME AND HIM STILL HAVE ALOT OF THING THAT WE WANTED TO DO
TOGETHER ,. BUT I GUESS THERE WILL NEVER BE A CHANCE TO DO SO ,.
HMM THE SHOW QUITE NICE , BUT I DON BELIEVE EVER TRUE LOVING
STORY HAPPEN IN THIS WORLD . AND GUESS WHAT EVEN BY WATCHING THAT SHOW
I STILL CAN THINK OF HIM !! THE WAD THE VAMPIRE GUY SAY 'WHAT'
IT DIRECTLY LINK ME TO THINK OF HIM !! HAIIS !! GUESS I A LITTLE CRAZY YA ,.
ANYWAY THANKS TO MY BUSYBODY MUMMY , SHE WENT TO CALLED HIM ,.
DIDNT KNOW WHAT SHE SAID TO HIM , KNOW WAD HE SAID TO MY MUMMY ,
HE PUSH ALL THE BLAME TO ME !! ALL !! THING HE CAME UP WITH ALSO
WANT ME TO SETTLE MYSELF ,. LOLS !! THANKS EH !! MR xxx
BUT I TLD MY MUM THAT EVERYTHING IS BECAUSE ME MY FAULT ,
I DONO HOW TO BE A GOOD GIRL FRIEND THAT WHY I BROKE UP
WITH HIM ,. BREAK ASO BREAK LE , REASON IS ASO JUST A REASON ,.
I WANTED TO HATE HIM !! BUT I CANT BRING MYSELF TO DO IT !
I HAVE FALLEN FOR THIS GUY WHO DOESNT WORTH MY LOVE AT ALL !!
SERIOUSLY YOU GUYS KNOW WHAT ,. I ACTUALLY BELIEVE THAT HE DIDNT TIME ME
AT ALL ,. I TOD MYSELF THAT WHEN HE IS WITH ME HE LOVE ME AND ONLY ME ,.
HE WILL BREAK UP WITH ME PERHAPS BECAUSE I DID SOMETHING WRONG
WHICH HE DONT LIKE IT OR WAD ,. SO ACTUALLY I DONT BLAME HIM AT ALL :)
I LOVE HIM , DONT ASK ME WHY , WHY ATER ALL HE DID I STILL CAN FORGIVE HIM,
REASON IS SIMPLE CAUSE I LOVE HIM , THE FEELING IS SO STRONG ,.
PERHAPS ME AND HIM HAVE CHANCE TO KNOW EACH OTHER BUT DONT HAVE THE
THE FATE TO BE TOGETHER ,. IN THE FIRST PLACE I ALREADY KNEW THAT ME AND HIM
ARE IMPOSSIBLE , BUT I DON WANT RESIGN TO FATE , IN THE END I STILL HAVE TO RESIGN TO IT ,. HE MAKE ME FEEL THAT HE IS WORST DEN ALL OF MY EX ,.
WORST !! DAMN WORST !! I WANT TO HATE HIM AND I WILL HATE HIM ,.
GIVE ME TIME , I KNEW I CAN DO IT !! I TOLD MYSELF DAY ALSO HAVE TO PAST
IS ONLY A MATTER OF PASSING YOUR DAY HAPPILY OR SADLY ,.
AND I CHOOSE TO PASS MY DAY HAPPILY ,. HAPILY WITHOUT HIM ,.
I KNEW I CAN DO IT !!! I CAN !!!!!!